Week 2

[Mike Lubinski]

I made it through eviction thank GOD!!!
Man, I'm just glad to be off the block!

I think with the explanations Annie kind of threw
herself out there, but I think she's more of a type
to put me up to let me know tto watch myself
because I'm playing too hard.

I don't hold it against her, and I don't plan to
target her. I want to start fresh a bit and kind of
hang back and see if I can keep myself off the
block.

If I do win HOH I don't know who I'll put up. I do
feel vulnerable, but I'm not sure I'll be winning this
one. There's a lot of challenge whores in this game.
I'm going to try, but not go very long...

Anyways, the thing I'm most worried/upset about is
that I got 2 votes to evict me...one was Adam, but
someone lied to me. I know this because Kaysar
and Kail were the only 2 who didn't reply, and neither
of them voted...

I think it was Ryan because he knew I was staying
and wanted to make sure Jacob didn't blow up at him.
Anyways, I'll get to that soon but I want to see how this
HOH turns out.

[Mike Lubinski]

FINALLY!!!
A fastly done HOH competition!!!
I was forgetting what they were like! Haha

Anyways Amanda won HOH which makes me happy and feel safe.
I'm not sure exactly what way she'll go, but I'm thinking it's not in my direction!

[Mike Lubinski]

Well I am shocked...
On the block again...but I don't know if I'm just a pawn again or what.

I'm afraid that mine and Ryan's final 2 alliance is going to end whether one of us wins POV or not. If one of us gets off the block, the other is going. In a way I'm kind of happy because for a final 2 partner I didn't feel I could trust him a whole lot and I still feel he voted me out last time.

I have to play hard in this POV. If I can take myself off the block, it would show I'm not a floater. I just hope it's not like last weeks POV where obviously everyone gave their money to the person they wanted out of the house.

I'm excited because I've never played in a POV before, I just wish it wasn't at my expense.

I hate how talking to people makes people think you're playing everyone. Maybe something I say? Because honestly Amanda has said on the boards numerous times that she has tried to talk to so and so but they never replied. Those 2 people being Jacob and Ryan. Amanda obviously tries talking to others, so I don't understand why she's not a target.

Anyways, from what Amanda has said, I don't feel I'm the target, but she also told Ryan "your time will come when you're exposed for what you really are." That to me says his time isn't now but it will be soon!
So I'm nervous, yeah...I don't feel I have a very good shot at staying, Amanda might already have the votes to get me gone. I have to rely on people like Justin to keep me here.

[Mike Lubinski]

Well Ryan quit...
Now that he's gone I honestly don't know what I'm going to do...

He was my number one as untrusting as I was with him, but I hate to see him go, especially by him quitting! I'm glad Amanda's HOH reign is over, and I'm gonna hope this next HOH isn't a crap load of posting!

If I win HOH I don't know exactly what I'm going to do right now...
I would try to strike a deal with Adam, but I feel that ship has far sailed away. If I don't put him on the block if I win I just see it biting me in the butt...so he'll probably go up.

Anyways I just need to focus on this HOH...I need to win.